A 30 day blog to motivate myself. The challenge I've set myself is to start earning an income online within 30 days or give up and do something else instead. No going back. Success means maybe the freedom of working at home part time in the future and time with the kids. Failure means going out to a job (if I could find one - there are no real jobs here that fit around childcare) and rarely seeing the children. Or worse having to go on benefits, broke. And no more internet cos thats going if i fail!

So thats the carrot and the stick, I need to get motivated.